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Its my birthday!

Posted on | December 17, 2003 | No Comments

Today is my 39th birthday… almost 40 and it feels odd… The below comments are quick ramblings from an older man, not necessarily wiser, but more thoughtful and more tangible (whatever—)

Physically, I think I am in shape as compared to my peers, overall I think I am fit, healthy and have a few road scars and a few “twangs” that could go into the repair shop if I really wanted to get aggressive and wanted to turn back the odometer a few miles.

Emotionally I feel at about 90%… things are in a bit of turmoil but dealing with many things in life but things look good for a positive future. Doing what needs to be done, taking care of the challenges that present themselves and moving forward. Its awkward to deal with some things, its sobering to have to accept responsibilities, past – present – future – and check things off the “emotional to-do’s”.

The area of concern or questioning that has probably plagued man / woman / human kind for centuries is the “what if” questions. I wonder where I would be if I did this or did that and would life or my situation in life (not sure of the difference) be any better

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